We are a little over 2 weeks out until March 1st. I emailed about my application and received a reply that I was still under consideration for Morocco September 2017.
That doesn't make me feel better... I usually always look on the positive sides of the situation, but it is pretty difficult for me at this moment. We only have 15 days left for an interview and then they are to process and let everyone know about an offer 24 hours later? It seems a little grim to me.
BUT! It isn't the end. I technically have until July to figure out my next steps. I have been searching and adding to my list of potential positions in AmeriCorps. Some positions in nonprofits. Planning trips. I still check the Peace Corps website to see about new volunteer positions and the Thailand positions caught my eye.
If I don't receive an offer for Morocco, it won't be the end of the world. Yes, I will feel defeated. I will let myself feel - but it won't bring me down about my future. At the moment, I just feel unwanted. I have those moments of feeling 'not good enough' and 'have I not accomplished anything in my life?' and I know those are normal. Never less, it is hard.
Positive news - Kunkush's children's book is doing amazing. Lost and Found Cat has continued to be a best seller on Amazon. Praise for the book has been nonstop and we couldn't be happier.
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